CWLONGSHOT
Well-Known Member
Therapy this AM. Then Accountant @ noon. Rainy day here my knee knew yesterday... Surprisingly I slept like a stone 5.5 hrs never moving!
CW
CW
Its Seven months and a few days for me. I still have 1-3 nites a week dwelling upon the past. Mostly only when i wake in middle of nite with knee pain and wake up enough to "think"...Still can't sleep CW; I don't know how long this will last.
I know it brother. Ask Jesus for help. He will. He is always there for all of us.Well to tell you how bad I have it CW, I teared up real good just reading your comments. I can't escape the memories, they are evoked by music; movies; pictures that resemble her; smells, ect.
Got up on my backyard range yesterday and enjoyed a hour or so of shooting my B14R and my 6ARC; really like that cartridge. Loaded with Leverevolution in a quasi ladder test starting at 28gr and bumping it up .2gr and finished at 28.8. In my rifle the 28.2, 28.4 and 28.6 showed promise.
Dale, we'd sure like to keep you around for as long as we can. Always interested in reading about your gardening and your activities with your kids/relatives.It looks like I`m going to have to live in this old body for a while longer.
They make pills to help chemical depression, and they work. Sometimes we get knocked down lower than we can get back up on our own and fixing the depleted brain chemicals can enable us to get a new perspective. Ask me how I know.I can't seem to get out of my malaise. The driving force left me. Prayer is keeping me on balance, just can't go forward.